last night was one of my most memorable night in my whole life. petrina jie jie has passed away. that was the last time i saw her. lying on the floor in her room breathless. when i reach her hse, she's alr there, lying on the floor with the body changing of colur into purple-ish with white spot all over. as can see, it's obvoiusly the blood has alr stop flowing. guess she muz have alr gone after an hr i saw her. she's lying on the floor, with a rope beside. a stool and a cupboard open beside her. she's there lying on floor with her ear piece and her flip handphone being flipped on. and lastly not forgetting her nail colour was painted in dark purple red in colour on both hands and leg.

(back to the initial states when no one is aware on wat's happening on petrina) as usual, i headed to grandma hse for dinner. and went back home at ard 10.34pm. reach home, after cleaning up myself back to bed was abt 11.13pm. before i went to bed, went to mum and talk to her as she's not feeling well. before i end the conversation with my mum, dad's phone rang. i went to see, was a call from auntie yeo's hse. (aka petrina sis's hse) .. i quickly wake dad up from his bed and make him answer the call. dad woke up in suddent that kevin kor (petrina's bro) was on the phone telling dad that petrina sis wanna commit sucide. dad rush out from hse and went over to take a look. as both petrina and kevin's parents were not in singapore. so dad had that responsibility. not knowing much, mum bro and i continued doing our own staff. as this kinda calls from their hse isn't rare anymore.

went to bed for my good night sleep at ard 11.09pm. my phone rang juz right before i dose off. was a call from dad. had no choice but juz pick. by right don feel like picking up. cuz i wanted to slp. but in my heart was like thinking, better juz pick wat if smth serious happen. so i pick. dad ask me to return call back to him. and ask mum to answer. after doing wat i was asked to do, i went back to bed. juz right before i enter my bedroom. heard mum shouting.. "huh?! die liao ah? reali die liao ah? reali die liao ah? faster save her la! faster now sent her to hospital la! still wait for wat? huh? wat?! alr die liao ah? cannot save anymore liao ah? ambulance came too late? huh?!" wat the hell! bro and i had a great shock! our heart is like dropped down de feeling.. is like wat the F! cannot accept the truth and stare into each others eyes. wth!

we (mum, bro and i) quickly stop wat the shit we doing. and chiong all the way to their hse. reach there, from first floor can heard great grandmother crying.. den was like wtf loh! cannot accept the truth! went up to sis's room, alr saw her lying on the floor and etc.. police were here. ambulance were here too. after the ambulance ppl had cfm she's cant be rescue anymore, they went off le. for then, only left police there. not long, those investicator and etc ppl come. come and examine the scene. the place spot check, took pic and etc.. sigh.. not long, under taker came. carry sis away. the police and every ppl has gone. only left kevin kor, great grandma, dad, mum, fiona aunt and husband ( they came later), grandparents ( they came later too), bro and me. and of cuz the maid and the dog. the whole hse is like became so cold. so weird. after tat we got a little goosebum. hur.. den we faster went home. mum, dad, grandpa, bro and i went home. fiona aunt and husband took cab home. left grandma. she stay there to look after great grandma. cuz she's losing out of control. she's too old. so we have to look after her. the whole hse is in chaotic! right after she die, whole hse is in chaotic! sigh..

today, the second day. i went to work. will rush off right after work. to see who i want and will i meet to go down to the casket there at toa payoh.. (to be continue)...

last din dare to slp. saw her lying on the floor dead in tat kinda colour, position, and ect.. the scene and everything. is so scary.. the moment juz i close my eyes, i had her image in front of me. the whole scene. very scare. i reali don dare to slp. but i tell myself i reali have to slp. cuz if nv slp, i cant work and had my day.. den no choice. i go tell mummy i cant slp. den mummy ask me to go her room slp. cuz she oso cant slp. lols! so we slp tog last night. morning, wake up go work. so tired. not enough slp. sigh..